Lazy Day

Today I'm a bit lazy to accompany my elder sis to a wedding. Actually it's some VIP's son getting married but I'm really, really in no mood. Sorry sis! :(

I feel like burying my head in the sands, just like an ostrich. Why? Cos I feel down. Very down. That's why the burying feeling come in. I am not happy today. I feel big and heavy (of course! I'm overweight, remember?). 20 kg of access fats! Oh my.. I think I need to do something before I keep growing horizontally *sigh*.

Where the hell is my smiley central? It's gone. Oh.. now I have to download it again. : Actually I have tons of things to do but I dunno how to start. One thing I don't like about myself is that I can be fully organised one day and really, really unforgivingly messy the next day! Sickening rite? Hey, it's not easy to be organised huh! Of course I dun wanna be as freaking organised as Bree from Desperate Housewives. Not too overboard, though or I'll be crazy.

I'll be crazy if I'm too messy and crazy too if I'm too organised. Gee.. feel like enrolling myself in the mental institute. It's just near my house. 15 minutes away to real madness.